today i went to ikea. i use the store occasionally for material. there's not alot of shops local to me that stock material. i was pushed around in the chair, something that i'd put of for so long, why? because i thought that i would be embarrassed. for a good few months i hadn't been going out anywhere, i could only walk around a minute, so ikea was out. i choose some samples and i will go back next week to get the pieces i want. perhaps i will show the finished articles on here.