yesterday was my appt at stanmore. first off i had at 9am i had therapy to attend. then straight from there drove across london to north london. this amazes me to do 20 odd mile it took 2hrs, can you believe that? headed towards marble arch then straight up the a5, easy-peasy one 10 mile road to stanmore. traffic. lots of people. lots of photo opportunites, lots taken, lots not. along the edgware road there are lots of hubber-bubber pipes, eastern men inhaling whatever is in the pipes, was going to take a picture, however the traffic was dense, i didnt want to risk an angry pipe blower approach me in a static car so i resisted!!!
we arrived three hours early, oh me and my times, so ended up in a country park, lovely warm day, pretty view across a lake. did feel a little weird attending a hospital appointment, yet sitting relaxed in a park. normally im tense, anxious, scrunched up, waiting,waiting,waiting. must remember this is a nice approach, for next time.
note, my body does well without rushing. turned up half and hour early. then another half hour wait. i was hot, bit nervy and on edge. yet ok took my pulse it was 49bpm, i do wonder sometimes what is going on with my body.
the dr was nice, what a rare species. kind of with, polite. she understood bendiness. has put me forward for the three week course, how i will manage i dont know. must work on my anxiety. thinking of going to see a hypnotist, or try accupunture. any ideas?
came home, tired, pleased, exhausted. spent all day today feeling much the same.
maybe going out tomorrow for a treat. will post more if so.