apologize for the lack of posts. im in a bit of a slump. whilst i wouldnt use the word depression, a slump seems more accurate.
yesterday i attended my appt with prof pope. from the outside the hospital did little to give me confidence, grey,drab,falling to pieces, grim. yet inside the corridors were clean which is always a good sign.
i was seen practically on time, friendly service,pictures were taken of my muscular legs, profs words not mine! bendy hands,feet,knees. photos were given, details taken. then at two hours later three pieces of skin were removed from my upper inner arm. ive never had stitches before, the procedure was painless, simple and straightforward. the only thing that made me anxious and angry were the 2hrs 30minutes it took to drive 25 miles. never drive through london early morning.
i have to wait now, i have the paper work to read through, the three stitches will be taken out in next thursday as i already have an appt with the local nurse. i am being a bit of a wuss today, im in a bit of pain, well alot. im really not very brave. i think the hospital will have so answers in two months, however the exact results will take much longer, will have to read the literature that i was given.
hope this all makes sense, because my brain is a mess right now. hope your all well too.x