i make plans in my head of late and dont carry them through. how mundane is this, i planned to wash the wardrobe out and replace my summer clothes with winter ones. not such a big task removed some v.tops, to introduce a few knitted scarfs, ive been putting this off for a while. i have no oomph.
i have more appts then i can manage, yet another trip to central london next week to st barts. luckily i know where it is as i worked just round the corner at lincolns inn many years ago.
rosies being a moo, not doing as shes told, yet the sweet face that stares back into my eyes tells me not to control her, just be.
suffering with high blood pressure,low pulse tonight, will probably,hopefully be different tomorrow morning.
had a lovely conversation with an american lady at cp, she was from new jersey, i could of just sat and listened to her voice, she had a dog too.
been reading everyones blogs, each day, just to oomph-less to comment, sorry.x
stitches are to be removed on thursday,yippee.
taking each day as it comes right now, no positive bullshit, if i want to feel miserable then so be it, or should i plaster the shiny smile on? no.
life is tough at times.xxxxx