when i was attending the eating disorders course, the clinician informed me there was more evidence now that undereating was biochemical. a set way of patterns that were going to be tipped off sometime in your life with a stressor.
what about anxiety? why dont us anxious types turn to drink,drugs, or a different sort of behaviour to cope with. why anxiety? why us? maybe we are programmed in our brain to set this little part off when something or lots of somethings happen.
this was planned and was going to happen anyway. because i find alot of us anxious types arent lacking in ambition, we dont just sit around doing bugger all and waiting for things to come to us. we try,try,try. we get bloody annoyed at ourselves for not being able to better ourselves. this is mighty angry making.
if drugs dont work, if self-help dont work, trying doesnt help, what will?
when i read others blogs i feel their frustration. there self-anger. arghhhhhh this makes me so annoyed.
next year i have psychodynamic therapy, will this work? i know i have the odds stacked against me, what with the ehlers,pots,all the crappy stuff in life.
i cross my fingers for you all out there, i know what your going through and feeling.