yep the sachets worked. been up all night, that old familiar feeling of unwellness is coming back. i thought that i escaped it from 2009. i had progressed so well, being able to have days out with consquences yet if i felt like this days out wouldnt happen.
i really dont know my own brain at the moment. im tired,weak,tachy,low bp on laying down, not just standing. so tired. i remember these feelings so well, and i cant see how i put up with them for so long.
its 10.30am, ive taken my meds, had my last drink of water, now i have to wait. the sun is shinning outside, mostly cloudy. rosys laying stretched out on the bed in the sunshine.
im asking my mum to buy a packet of chocolate hob-nobs for later. my weights dropped to underweight. i really dont need this right now.
will post later, or when im better. thanks for the encouragment.x