2 January 2011
road miles + museum + very scared.
today i went to the v&a museum of childhood in bethnal green. mum has wanted to go there for years, lovely place, many toys from well childhood! charming surroundings, helpful staff, lovely cuppa. thats the museum part.
road miles; seeing that the south of france is on the cards some time in late spring, early summer i desperately need to get in some road miles. sad act that i am i found out that its 750 miles to cannes. i know that leaving it till the last minute isnt a very clever idea so i should prepare myself now. dad has a job coming in norwich however if its in january then thats a no-go(will explain in next paragraph) february will be fine. mum wants to see my brother so devon could be on the cards, and a trip to my aunts in warwickshire. oh and possibly scotland, another of my dads jobs. wise i think to try and attempt some road miles.
that leaves very scared; this saturday i have to be knocked out. ive never been under before, well if you consider having a tooth out by gas at the age of 5. im very scared. i have to have a camera up my botty (mmmmmm, not that you needed to know that, and im sure there will be no pictures for my blog!) im getting myself tangled up with thoughts. why does my brain work overtime?! also in january i have three other unpleasant procedures each of which im not looking forward to. this really is testing my anxiety on another level.