the last few days ive been able to sit in the garden, on one the those loungy chairs, its as if im still in bed. just an hour, im so grateful, sitting amongst all the blooming flowers, buzzing bees, ants. seriously pleased. also been able to have a bath, only for ten minutes, but hey its betting then bed-baths.
ive slowly, very slowly improved. and i just hoped i dont slip back. been on-line for 15 minutes too. although the heat today did affect me a little with chest pains.
ive so many plans and idea in my head, when i get well. this has shook me up. ive still far to go. two more appointments at kings college in london to face in the next couple of months, and im a little scared at how i will manage to get there. the transport is fine, ive put the seat down in the car, yet ive only been out once in two months to get to an appointment at the hospital. im just trying not to think about things right now.
hope everyones well. and hope i can be on-line a little longer. i was offered a lap-top by my dad today, i felt a little unable to accept it, i thinki need to do things by myself a little more. so i made some excuse. i know it sounds nuts, but i find accepting things awkward. i may change my mind!