i dont normally swear. im not a swearer. only a few automatic occasions do i let the curses out.
1; driving round london. they just fall out, the traffic is normally slow but you have to be a slow racing driver to dodge yellow boxes, red routes, red flashers, etc , i just cant help it.
2; playing pac-man, now i dont play any other computer games, ping was my limit when i was younger, having a cardboard version of pac-man as a kid isnt so exciting as playing a real fast computer game when your my age.
3; feeling ill.
these past few weeks, ive been feeling the nausea creep in. please anyone out there cross your fingers for me. i cant slip back into desperately ill land. my bowels havent been working (urgh), and the nausea has decided to pop back into my life for the odd hour or so. ive tried massaging my belly with all my old face moisturisers that i havent used. hasnt worked. drinking more, hasnt worked, the last option is the lactolose(wrong spelling, its a liquid to make you poop they gave it too me in hospital).
when im feeling so unwell, i swear at myself for being. i swear at my body for carrying me around, and dealing me this awful hand.
a sorry sad post. hoping i will feel better soon.xxx