all over. the hospital was empty, got there ten minutes early, feeling pretty dreadful. went straight in, they fiddled with my arms, they couldnt get a vein. very painful, i just screwed my fist.
so they done the first half, which seemed like ages, lots of banging, eye plugs in. i asked if i could close my eyes before i went in the machine. yes i could. when i entered the room, i took a quick glance of the machine. i just had to think of other things, the thought of being in that little space.... anyway, i would recommend shutting your eyes, i was ok. i tried to think of other things, being on a beach, the dartford tunnel!!! it worked. i was pulled out, again prodded with needles, eventually a nurse injected the liquid into me, thank goodness otherwise i was going to have to come back, something that i didnt want to do. back in again, more noise. out i came, slowly sat up. finished. wheeled back to the car in the sunshine.
stopped off on the way home at starbucks, sat in car and drank a medium sized tea, and half a cookie.
now im tired, exhausted. more later.