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the cold, well i was very pleased that within the week it had eased, nearly ceased. proud me bragged that i must be doing something right, because in the last two years this hasnt happened, anything regarding my body seemed to drag on.
now i have a bloody pain in the neck. so painful that no matter how i lay it wont ease. im on constant pain killers, hot water bottles ( boy do they smell) warm baths, midsomer murders......
and the stupid thing was how i achieved this ache. wednesday ( i think it was wednesday) the sun woke me up through the black out curtains, i wanted some normality so i chivvied my mum into going to CP. i was up for a push in the wheelie chair. i had slight chest pains but i wanted out. as we arrived, there were people milling around the small car park, so i decided inside of standing up outside and sitting in the chair ( on a self-conscious day) i would put my new conker brown velvet knee length coat on in the car. left arm in, right arm not in, i twisted my neck trying to put on a blooming coat. not to much pain, so i forgot about it, had a lovely time sitting in the outside cafe wrapped up warm, feeling the last rays of sun. timed the visit to twenty minutes, had a quick push round. ( i must when i can take some pictures of the green parrots, weird looking up to hear squawks, acid green parrots with rosy red cheeks flying above my head)
then thursday, i have got the days right, i woke with a painful shoulder, neck, and head. friday now and the pain is still there. and i havent stopped moaning since.
i will have to ask the neck fairy to ease up on me. im sure it will disappear sometime soon, but in the meantime argh it hurts.