well not my real birthday. my blog is one year old today!!!!!!
i must say you guys have witnessed, with no exaggeration here the most challenging (worse) year of my life. i would never have thought that i, could have coped with this illness thrown at me. and im so glad i didnt know what was about to happen. im a wuss, where illness is concerned, im the biggest baby of all time. has it helped posting about my woes? well i think with constructive responses, yes it has been. bloggers who have gone through similar things have helped, and i know that my anxiety hasnt helped through this, so all you anxiety sufferers thanks for you supportive comments.
i mean ive ended up in a wheeliechair outside the house, which im still seeing as temporary. this is from someone who once walked miles for pleasure. also i found walking helped de-stress. so now i use the internet for distraction. and if i never then i wouldnt have found the funny, informative, chirpy blogs that i read everyday.
i started to read a few blogs a year previous to blogging, stephs, roberts, and sarahs. i was too apprehensive about leaving messages because i felt what i had to say was full of nonsense, so i carried on lurking ( yucky word). until a year later, i logged on to blogger in november. left it a month, when i felt so awful i couldnt care what people thought of me and began my own blog. i still dont know much of the technical side of things, but im learning. my brain is thinking instead of being in an inert state in bed.
will i be here next year? who knows. im hoping that i will be well. when people say, as long as you have your health, well i can understand that saying now because without it, you cant function, whether its mental or physical, health matters.
just wanted to say thanks for all you readers, you know who you are. and thank you for writing your blogs too. in the words of elvis;
thank you very much.xxxxxxx