im on a whinge. so dont read if your of a nervous disposition.
yesterday after taking the dog for a mush around the park (my new word, as i dont walk, im pushed, little rosie looks like shes pulling me in the wheelchair whilst im holding the lead)
afterwards went to have a tea in the park cafe, sitting outside wasnt really a problem as the weather was sunny and warm. feeling really relaxed, like nothing mattered, good huh? well i took my pulse and it was 39. my gp said not to let it go below 40. so ok only one point, no worries.
ive been headachey for the past two weeks. last night in bed i felt like i couldnt breathe and my chest hurt. i really dont want to go through this again. please. pulse on bp machine was 46, then 44, then 42. i didnt want to take it any more i just didnt want to know. so i went to sleep. im a little fed-up. if i come off the tabs, then will i be messed up like before? im trying not to think about it.